boy

boy!
being boy
man!
being man
a fantastic
being
father
being
friend
being
being
end to end

dizzle-headed

upon careful considerations and hideously schematious thought i have comb to the apparency that i am felt and not upholsteritic brocadesh. a batting-sheaf of fiber spun from an eyeless shed. wict upon a backyard-niche knob-spindle, leafings tuct and shod-in brindle; colours whispt through wily twists.

schematious [skee may shus] (means to think too hard on something, thinking in static forms, thought based on fact or knowledge rather than experience and wisdom, one-dimensional thinking, it is also a derivative of scheme or schematic.)
apparency (a derivative of the words apparent, transparency, with a little bit of the word “appetency” in influence, this means something that is discovered but feels familiar as if one has already known this, i have used this to capture the expression “figures” or “it figures”, it can also mean a wasted effort on something already known but in this case {and usually} something that had to be discovered again for confirmation)
upholsteritic (means a mental filter an individual is aware or not aware of but who has created it for themselves, as opposed to having the filter imposed on the individual by another- by whatever means that may be.)
brocadesh [bro kay desh] (is a state of mind where the mind is overwhelmed by convention and/or social purposing(programmings/conditionings. where brocadesh is intellectualism or thought{knowledge}, felt is intuition or wisdom)
wict [wikt] (is a careless, but purposefully so, rending of something; though i have used this coin on mindless rents.)
whispt (is a derivative combination of whisht and of wisp – it means to take away or remove in clumps or tufts, to make a vacuum through haphazard or slipshod ways)