an example of the way i think/write and at times speak

“tcotz prompter – jots that inspire or spark depther ideas”

originally the above was a descriptive bracket i wrote in one of my many write-trappings trying to capture the idea of something that renders or realizes abstract thought into a tangible form. but in this case, a writing that attempts to grasp what it can from the abstract, maintain that abstraction in feel, but at the same time represent essence without too much loss in translation or interpretation. and mainly to act as a sort of buoy of these intense saturate abstract forms. i do this because otherwise the overwhelming level of idea and emotion would obliterate any inclination to represent any of it in the tangible word, and thus, not share any of it. and “it” is my gathering-entire, the resultations in continual creation and interaction and explosion within my mind.
i did not want to word the above phrase “ideas that are deeper” or “ideas with more depth” – i had to write it with the adjective before the noun: “depther” and depther was the best feeling, looking, etc. word i could discern from the saturate cloud of intuition i find myself in.

the saturate cloud (of intuition); awareness, knowledge, experience – these things become clearer in time. it seems that what we are already is and that we are a kind of lens being turned and turned, focus becoming clearer all the time. but we are not static nor is existence and so the process of focusing continues as the depth of what is present(introduced and current) changes.

with our intuition, that is, all that we are in the continuing segment of awareness, this same saturate cloud exists. given more tools in the way of experience we have in us the ability to know this cloud. thus it becomes “clearer” to us. the cloud is still the cloud, but we know it more and so do not need singular forms of recognition of explanation to understand. we are enabled to “see” in the cloud, to know in the dark.