Wednesday, April 22, 2009

human cell

given time, the average of what you know about me will be enhanced. this, i believe is relatively true with all experience. with some personalities(humans) it may seem that you "have their number" relatively quickly, and for all intense and porpoises what you know may be all that need be known for the given relationship/context or for society to remain in aggregate. but ultimately i believe humans are layered. these layers of mental attribute(not including the nucleus, which represents the physical individual) can be thought of as having depth (closer or further away from the nucleus) as well as having temperature, density, texture, movement, structure, etc.
the attributes of known existence are so wildly variable that this "relationship model" or "model of influence" evolved from my own theories, observations, and subsequent experimentations and tests.

human layers may be revealed or not dependent on the layers of others they come in contact with. so while we think we may know a person(to whatever level of familiarity or bond existing), there may be layers that have not connected, thus those layers remain latent to our awareness.

i say this simply because i wanted to give this blog some cohesion to me. if you know me, i change things where i can. considering all that i have available to me, all that is within my means (perceived or actual, indirect or direct), influences, and environment i continue to be a result of who i am.

the inspiration for this blog is so that i can post raw forms to. society has its nonsense. one thing of which is that, as humans, we think and have feelings that do not necessarily harm anything but that do not blend well with establish forms, conventions, laws, tact, acceptability, culture, etc. but what does this suppression create?
the "given," the understanding that each human speaks from their own perception, reality, experience, universe, etc. is not a popular or commonly realized notion. conclusions are continually jumped to or derived from what is heard. instead of being open to understanding "listening" most people are quick to judge, label, categorize, or attempt to have themselves understood.
experience is a partial source of this. experience is helpful but an unbalanced dynamic of "instinct, intellect, and intuition" will turn experience into detriment. this causes humans to second guess, assume, take for granted, or to otherwise subvert "wisdom." wisdom being what i feel is a combination of or the dynamic of "instinct, intellect, and intuition." wisdom is built with knowledge/experience or "intuition" and it is influenced and directed with intellect but ultimately enabled by instinct.

so i want to contribute my direct thoughts as i've managed to render them to these digital forms presented here. contribute them without the nonsense ramifications or unnecessary protocols of society-proper. red tape rubbish!

humans have survived within the existence of the "social group." society. culture. but at the same time, i consider culture a tool. and perhaps humans would be better served with changes to these ancient conventions of ours, these formalities or traditions. maybe not. i also have a feeling that, given our current evolutional state, that our minds return to relatively similar ways of thought (regardless of cultural conditionings, conventions, trends, etc.).
so perhaps free sharing of thoughts, not necessarily "full disclosure" would help us connect with one another. it is connection that i feel most. the social group has thrived and been made of this and i know that i definitely thrive through connections with others.


so let me state the obvious: what i say, especially here on this blog, is made up of random thought, observations, experimentations, theories, crumbs of thoughts, notes, moods, frustrations and delights, and all other manner of what each of us create within our minds. we cannot directly influence control over what we feel, what we think, we can however influence direct control over our actions. keep this in mind when reading this blog, or when you receive the "interpretations" from any other human.

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