tangible

making and doing.  acting. saying.  sharing.

getting stuff out of the head that has no form can be frustrating.  i grab for all kinds of thing, throw them around, shape them into stuff and maybe, sometimes, i feel it captures what is flying out of my head.  mostly - not.

in the past, i would get tired, inward thoughts would turn against me and pull me down.  "what's the point" may have crept in there.  unsure, but i think yes.  it's all in my head already, i can enjoy it - selfish.
my effort, my fight, is to push through myself.  get that stuff out there however i can.  improve my ability to do so.

the battle continues.  the couches are flying at me.  they don't like such activity, it makes them lose to change.